Sunday, February 26
Learning Process....
I believe life is actually a practical lesson. We had the theory lesson before we are born, and after that we are thrown into this training area called "World" to start our pratical lesson. In the lesson, there will be no external help given as the "examiners" would want to test our own ability, but of course, you can engage private tutors to help. The tutors will come in the form of religon or soulmate or belief, watever names they are given, they only have one aim, that is to help us in this journey. In this whole lesson, you will be going through real life stimulation such as illness, pain, sadness, happiness, agony, joy and other forms of emotions so as to achieve the realism. Of course, like in some of the RPG games, you can choose to be either a good guy or be a evil man. That is your own choice, well, playing the evil man is always easier but the excitment will not be that high as compared to playing the harder role - good man! Some people may feel that the lesson is too boring or too hard, so they dropped out of the course. Some feel the passion building up as they proceed further into the lesson and they fight on till the end. The ending for some come earlier, for some, it takes a while but the end will always come.
The "examiners" are very secretive about the grading system, i try to pull a fast one and get some tips out of them. Sad to say, they are good, they refused to give any hints on how are we graded. Damn, they are good at keeping secrets! Worse of all, they will alway try to inject in some unknown and sudden situation so as to see the capability to adapt for individual. Some give up, some push on, some just look back at the "examiners" and start complaining about this unfair treatment. I should say my life has its up and down, in and out, top and bottom. Let just hope i can put in a good show so that i can graduate with honours in this lesson called "life". You too, whoever is reading my blog, you should put in effort in this lesson and make the fullest of it. There is definitely no use in moaning over what is in the past and forget that what actually matter is in the future. It is like failing a small class test and then give up hope on studying for the main exam. I do hear something about extra credit for those who pick themselves up after their failure. Remember, the "examiners" are watching your every move. What is your next move?
Sunday, February 26, 2006;
Friday, February 24
A Moment Like This
What if I told you it was all meant to be
Would you believe me, would you believe
Its almost that feeling we met before
So tell me that you don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has come here and now
A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Some people search forever
For that one special kiss
Oh I can't believe it is happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
Everything changes but beauty remains
Some things so tender I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but until I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll try to show the love we share
Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this
I fall in love with this song when i hear it the first time.....
Friday, February 24, 2006;
Thursday, February 23
Where are U?
In the midst of my confusion and within the complexity of my mind, I am trying to find a girl who is lost in time, can you tell me where is she?...
Thursday, February 23, 2006;
Sunday, February 19
Mathematic of a relationship...
Let Y be equal to a relationship, and X equal to the factor that affect the relationship therefore you have the equation:
Y = f(x)
if you add happinese to the relationship which is shared among the two person which in turn will be double, that mean the equation will become:
Y = x Square
and if you share sadness among the relationship which will mean the the new equation will become :
Y = square root(x Square)
Y = x
if you try to differentiate the equation which mean trying the find the instantaneous rate of change in the relationship with respect to the factor, in layman terms, trying to find how fast a relationship can change. Using the same equation from above, we try to find the dY/dX.
Y = x
dY/dx = 1
which mean the relationship can change very fast(ie. unstable) but if you have alot of happiness which square the equation, let say x power of 5.
Y = x(power of 5)
dY/dX = 5x(power of 4)
based on the above equation, it can only means that the more happiness a relationship shared, the longer it can last and the x factor is still there!!!
Ok, the above are just bullshit, i am just too stressed up by the mathematics!
Sunday, February 19, 2006;
Saturday, February 18
The Sun..The Sand and the Sea and the Babes!!
I always believe a picture paint a thousand words, so enough said, I will just show you the photos of Sentosa trip!
Guess whose legs are those?
Did I tell you i am a lucky guy?
Purple Devil VS Red Face man
Family portrait!Hilarous!
ODAC -- One Big Family!!
Saturday, February 18, 2006;
Thursday, February 16
...........
It is always me,isn't it? Life does suck at times, when you know you cannot do anything to change it....
Thursday, February 16, 2006;
Sunday, February 12
Random Thoughts....
Have you ever look around so much that you may just miss the one in your life who is just beside you?...
Have you been in relationships so long that you forgot the initial criteria you set for your partner...then suddenly this person just pop up and is excactly the one you are looking for at the start?....
Have you ever think back in your life and realise that you have so many regrets that you tell yourself that you don't want to have anymore regrets?....
Have you always think of the best place to live in without realising that you are already at the best place?...
Have you thought of giving up everything for her yet you realise with her..you have everything....
Have you hear before a joke so many times that you don't find it funny but when you hear it again....it become new to you....
Sunday, February 12, 2006;
Wednesday, February 8
Mute....
People think that i am a sociable person...people say that i can start a converstation from nothing...people can easily interact with me...that is quite true...i can starting talking from nothing...i can keep on talking non-stop..even to the point of irriation...haha...but but..i have a weakness...facing the girl that i like...suddenly i will become a mute...i will not know how to express myself..i will become very quiet....i will not even dare to look at her...sighz...
Wednesday, February 08, 2006;
Monday, February 6
Curtain closed!
As the whistle blow for full time...our tournament also come to an end...we lose to match 2-1 to Ngee Ann Poly and they qualify for the semi-final....we finish the tournament with 4 loses from all our match...to others....we maybe the whipping boys...but we end the tournament with our heads held high....i am really happy!...i just hope next season..we can start off with what we end this season...i may not be playing as i may not make the cut for the team...but well...as long as better players kick me out...i will be more than happy!!
I am quite happy with my tolerance level....their striker during the match...when he was walking past me...he will keep on stamping on my foot...or elbow me softly on my chest....trying to irritate me...making me make mistake..but i keep my cool...and in the end...he got sub out when he could not get the better of me!!...
As the curtain closed for SIM soccer...a new challenge come up...SIM ODAC...well...i was honoured to be chosen for the top 3 post...rest assured...i will work hard with JS and REX to bring us further up...and i must say i am happy to work under JS...i told JS before...he is one of the few guys i will be willingly to work for...hehe...BUT that is one worry that is lingering in my mind..cause i heard rumour that our president and treasurer plan to use to ODAC funds to finance their honeymood...WAHAHA!!!!just joking....
Monday, February 06, 2006;