Saturday, January 28
Flames of SIM Soccer ignited!!
Defeat after defeat...humiliating defeat against SMU...7-1 is a scoreline that will bring a team totally down...then when you hit a certain point in life when you cannot go lower...you will rise up....and RISE UP...we did...before the match against ITE...the odds are on us to lose at least 5 goals and above...hell...some even predict a 10 goal haul for them....we dun even have enough player to fill up the team 45mins before the match...we were even planning to go into the match with 7-8 players if the rest cannot come on time...
We have pride to play for..honour to fight for...before this...we sacked the coach who hopelessly play everyone of us at the wrong position...and caused alot of players to be upset...our captain and president of the Club took over the running of the team...everyone go back to their position and suddenly we see light at the end of tunnel...we tell ourself to give them a good fight...to push them all the way...we set a tactic and all of us follow...everyone of us fight for the ball...cover for everyone...communication which is always missing...suddenly it became our good friend....yes...we lost 2-0 to them...but we go down fighting...we go down with pride and honour...we managed to gain some respect back after the 7-1 crushing defeat which does not really reflect our capabilities....
Everyone of us are happy and delighted after the match...the morale is high...and i say..."Bring on Ngee Ann for the last match!!"
Saturday, January 28, 2006;
Sunday, January 22
Total grossed up..
I was working at Sony Gallery Parkway today....and woo...something happened that totaly grossed me out....I was walking down the shops to venture into the place called toilet to settle some business...as i was walking...i could smell something in the air...it smell like shit!...
damnit...i was wondering where the smell come from..well...i dun need to wonder much longer when i noticed this young boy about the age of 7-8 walking very fast with his maid to the toilet...i notice his 3-quarter is soaked well...and then i saw the most digusting thing i seem in years!...he shitted on his 3-quarter...never mind...the worse thing is i could see the shit dripping out of his short..and yes...it is those wet shit which you have when you have heavy diahorrea...i was like totally grossed up...i could see the stain of the shit all over the floor..what do you think i will do at the point of time?....what will you do?....
I did the most logical thing that come to my mind...i check my shoes to see whether i was contaminated by him...and i thank my lucky star...i did not...but i pity those who walked slightly faster than me...they are dragging the shit all over the place...YUCKS!!!I was so grossed up by this event..that the hour or so after that...i was feeling sick....as in seriously...i feel like vomitting...and i become very paranoid...i keep checking my shoes for any visible sign of the shit...and i keep sniffing around to see whether the smell follow me...it took me real long to get over it...even as i think of it now...i feel sick....
Sunday, January 22, 2006;
Tuesday, January 17
Flushing out thoughts....
My mind has been going throught a detoxication process....flushing out the useless stuffs...but no matter how much it flush...it seem to go back straight away....
do you ever have the feeling where you become disillusion with your belief...whatever you believe in before..it suddenly seem unreal because of a single incident...do you ever have that feeling?...my mind has been wandering around...losing its focus point...been trying to find the point to focus on...but it just dun....someone told me that I have changed....i become unhappy with life...am i?....i dunnoe...i always thought i am contented with life...happy with the way it bring me along all these years....did i really change?....i dunnoe...
when you think back in life...do you have this thinking before "what if..what if"...what if i never do this...what if i do that...what will become of me..where will i be...what will i be doing...maybe a single incident can change your whole life....or will it still go back to the same thing?....i dunnoe....
is past important?...does what happened in the past really affect the present...i think alot of people will say..."oh...the present is impt...let the past be in the past...dun think about it"...but how many ppl can really forget about the past and dun let it affect the present?...is there really a relationship where a guy or girl will change themselves for their new love?....does this sentence really exist..
"I will change my flirtatious nature for you...for only you can make me feel this way"...."
i think it does exist..a friend told me this before..
"the guys just dun understand...it is not what you say that matter..it is the feeling that you give that matter"....
i think this sentence is absolutely true...i can say a thousand word of sweet talk..but it will be useless if they are not said with feelings...so when you meet that special one..see whether he can give you the feeling that he will really change...but then again..feelings sometimes are deceiving...haha...life is complicated yet so simple....
Tuesday, January 17, 2006;
Sunday, January 8
Sad...
the prospect of not kicking a ball again scares me....i am really worried..
Sunday, January 08, 2006;
Saturday, January 7
A Man with many problems...
I think i may need to stop playing soccer soon...damnit....my right knee ligament which is loose(doctor advise me not to play soccer again)..is giving me problem recently.....now i got another long term injury..my right ankle....i think the bone got some problems...i always sprained it...plus the swollen shin and finger incurred today..i think i am just gone liao....
I quite like the feeling of running in slight drizzle....i think it can make clear your mind....
Saturday, January 07, 2006;
Thursday, January 5
Special Night...
Other than Mambo being quite empty today...this is quite a special night for me...a girl impt to me came back from US and we went Mambo together...how ironic that before we break up...i dun like her to drink and we dun go chiong together...now that we break up..haha...we chiong together...well...life change and people grow up...Robin will be one of the main culprit for me to like Mambo..haha..he was the one who intro Mambo to me...damnit...
Well...we have a good talk...and well...i really mean good talk...we tok about everything...i feel that we both had move on well...i dun believe when people say ex-gf and bf cannot be good frenz...well..i think we are quite a living example...I am quite happy with the situation now...both of us moving on well...honestly..haha.... this goes out to her frenz...we dun have any intention of patching up..haha...dun need to try to create chances for us...dun waste ur time...wahaha...well..when i go to sleep tonight...at least i know i can sleep well...knowing that i did something right today.....
Thursday, January 05, 2006;